shadows

Iv'e been wonding why I havn't written much, like i did when I was living in hanover.  Then I realized my wrintings took place during the weakest moments in my life, times when I felt hurt and lost.  I don't have those feelings anymore, thats why I don't write.  I feel stronger than I ever have, I feel whole.  There's finally a reason for everything i'm doing, I'm not just wasting my time.  I am working towards my future, building it step by step.  I no longer feel broken, I can put the past behind me and finally move forward towards a happy healthy life with the man I love.  I couldn't be happier: