What hurts the most

What hurts the most about him not trying!
Is that I made it so easy!

What hurts the most about him lying
is knowing I wasn't worth the truth!

What hurt the most when a girl picked up his phone!
Knowing he was right next to her!

What hurts the most about him braking up with me over a text message when he lives right next door
Is knowing I wasn't worth the knock on the door!

What hurts the most about him not telling me why he left me!
Knowing I wasn't worth the breath!

What hurts the most about him walking away!
Is knowing he chose not to stay!

He was worth everything to  me I would have thrown my whole life away just to be in his arms!  he was my everything and I loved him with all my heart!  what was I to him  I wasn't worth a few extra words or a knock on the door,  I wasn't worth the simple truth or 3 mins of his time!  Why wld he give up all tht time for a silly girl who fell in love with him?  I jst wasnt worth it!  Drummer of a band rising with fame jst didn't give a shit anymore about the girl next door!  Nope he jst picks up his phone nd texts me the ending to a relationship he filled with so many false promises amd laughs at my pain!  Sept 11th he had a show one that would make or break his band and I wanted so badly to be there supporting the man I love with all my heart!  but he left me and told me not to even talk to him I knew he didn't want me there and I never even got a reason why