Iv'e been starring at this page wondering what to write so here it goes. I'm so confused, I feel so lonley all the time like noone is listening and i'm just getting left behind. I long for someone to talk to someone to understand me and allow me to understand them. I need a real conversation.
I love him so much but I can't trust him I don't feel like I think but like I know that he's still talking to her behind my back. I feel like he wants someone else or he has someone else and i'm just here because I am. I want to be happy and feel loved really loved. I can't keep doing this crying all the time because I can't let go of the past, getting angry because i'm so frustrated with life I jsut need for something to change. Everyone suggests the same thing but I can't handle to break that connection. I'm so clost to a melt down I don't want to fall off that cliff because I know this time there will be noone there to catch me and I will hit the bottom.. I feel so scared so alone, I just can not express that enough. my nerves are always on edge my mind is always jumping around from thought to thought I need something but I don't know what. I feel like i'm going insane.
I want to know everything about you
your life, your fantasies, your dreams I need to now it all
who are you?
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