serious changes

I feel like such a waste of space!  I can't find a Job!  All I do is sit around and complain about how much life sucks and stupid shit that I always regret saying after I say it!  I feel like such a Bitch for always whining about my mom kicking me out and Justin not liking me and blah blah blah I'm so fucking pathedic no wonder why she kicked me out and he don't want me!   I need to make some serious changed before people start to hate me